Congratulations, you have come to the realization that you are not who you thought you were. What I mean, is that you can now live your authentic life, be who YOU choose to be. I believe the most difficult part of awakening is taking the first step, afterall, you are walking into the unknown, so just take baby steps. and enjoy the ride. I am here to help you on your journey. This is who you are, and were meant to be.
You have escaped the world of illusion and can now see things for how they truly are. You feel a sense of freedom, not weighed down by ego based thoughts. You begin to resonate with nature and all the beauty that surrounds you. You may have also noticed that your senses have gotten sharper. You may begin to notice the synchronicities that surround your everyday life. Perhaps, you were driving on the highway, and knew in an instant that a car was going to swerve into your lane, so you calmly merged over, and sure enough this guy was all over the road. Maybe, you were thinking of a friend, and within a few minutes they called you. Have you been seeing number patterns lately. You look at the clock its 11:11, or 1:11. I would often see those numbers, and I would know its spirit telling me I am on the right path.
Do you sometimes feel that there is something different about you. You may even begin to feel sad because there is no one who understands you, or gets you. I know how difficult that feels, most of us will or have gone through this. I had a difficult time when I was waking up. I didn't have a person who could guide me, I relied on God and myself. It seemed, in the beginning when I shared my excitement about something pertaining to spirituality with my friends, they were not easily excited as I was, sometimes, they would shut me down, or make fun of me. They wouldn't take what I had to say seriously. I almost felt as if they were saying to themselves, "there she goes talking about that woo woo stuff". For the longest time, the only thing that could lift me up, or keep me enlightened were reading quotes. Anytime I needed a lift I would go to my quotes. Sometimes, I would have them written on post it notes, and I would place them all over my desk at home. My favorite authors were Wayne Dyer, Eckhart Tolle, and Jonathan Lockwood Huie. I would go to the book store and look for books about Intuition, spirituality, Law of attraction, etc.... This is how I did my research and my studies. The books and meditation were the only thing that kept me grounded. Ofcourse, this is during the time when the internet was still just a baby.
Now, let's get back to waking up. Your interests may have changed, and now you just don't feel like doing things you once use to do. You may even feel that people (family or friends), you use to hang out with, no longer resonate with you, or that when you are around them, you feel drained. It's like your batteries have been drained and you need to go home and recharge. You can see their behaviour, and don't agree with their beliefs, or their negativity, etc. Don't feel bad, it's just that your vibration has changed, and they are no longer on the same frequency or channel as you.
"Sometimes the people around you won’t understand your journey. And that’s okay. They don’t need to, it’s not for them". ~ Unknown
It's good to find people, places, books, etc.... that do align with you. You will know if something feels good to you, trust your gut. I remember when I went to my first Intuitive meetup. I was a bit scared, because I have never done anything like this before. We sat in a circle and introduced ourselves. Then we did some practice readings, and talked about why we chose that meetup. It seemed everyone joined for the same reasons I did, they were awakening and wanted to understand what they were going through, and how to embrace their gifts. When I heard this, it was as if a heavy weight was lifted off me, and my spirit was rejoicing. I felt my spirit soar, it was as if I could finally be my authentic self. It was comforting to know that I wasn't the only one trying to find my way. I felt so energized and elated on my drive home. I called my husband and couldn't stop talking about this meetup. For those of you who are reading this and are interested in joining a group of people who have the same interests, I would highly recommend that you find people, or groups, or an App that is similar to the Meetup. If using the Meetup app, begin by searching for groups that have similar interests in your area. If you don't see one, then create one. Many people are Awakening, some are just too shy, and are waiting for someone like you to break the ice and start that group. Trust me, you would be surprised at how many people will actually want to join your group.
I can go on and on about all the different signs and feelings your going to experience. But, I am limited on this blog, so I will get to the most important aspect of Awakening. Yes, you will feel excited about waking up, because you will begin to realize you have so much power. You can create your world the way you want it. We are all here on our own journey, and each individual is unique. Some may have different experiences then you, and that is ok, we all have to learn this new way of living on our own term. I personally believe that God wants us to know our greatness, and that we have no sin, sin is a man made belief, because our God, creater, Divine being, loves us no matter if we are black, white, gay, lesbian, transgender, jewish, christien, etc.... God is Love. God does not wish bad things upon us, he is in us, and learns as we learn. All creatures on this planet are made of the same thing, energy. We create with thought which is energy, everything is energy. The Law of Attraction is a form energy, your intuition, again is energy. God is made of energy. We can have and do anything we like, as long as we can create it out of love.
The old "materialistic" way of thinking does nothing for us. You can see that in the person who is never satisfied in their job, their always chasing that dream, when they get there, they want more. It is never enough, they want to have control and power of all things. They want people to stop and look at them when they drive by, they like to think that being rich is what everyone's goal should be, they don't realize that all that wealth, popularity, etc... is just an illusion. It's not who they really are, they can't take that with them when they die. Our true self is our spirit, we are just in this body so we can experience this wonderful world in physical form. I like to think of earth as school and that we are all hear to learn. We never stop learning.
Now, It's not always going to be sunshine and blue skies, as you already know. you will eventually start feeling some old pains coming to the surface. What I mean is the emotional issues you thought were buried and gone, are now coming back. Your subconscious realizes that now you are capable of handling these things. I had so much of my childhood pain comeback to me, when I tried to meditate, I would begin to cry. I realized I had to finally face my past. I just didn't know how I could get rid of these strong emotions. It was through hypnosis, and energy clearing that I was able to rid myself of the pain. The first thing I must tell you is that you have to accept that you can't change the past, and you have to let go of the feelings and thoughts that no longer serve you.
Begin the practice of focusing on what you want versus what you do not want through using your innate power by directing your thoughts and desires, you can even use your imagination in picturing the outcome. This is what they call the Law of Attraction. By creating this thought or vision, you are creating something in your tangible physical world (which is the effects) and ultimately becomes your life’s experiences. Performing this conscious exercise several times daily will help you create more experiences of what you desire then what you fear.
Clearing your physical, emotional and mental energy can be done with a salt bath, swimming in the ocean, drinking water, walking barefoot in the grass, hugging a tree, exercise, yoga, energy work, meditation, receiving a massage or acupuncture.
The most freeing and easiest way to increase your energetic vibration is by implementing the practice of releasing all thoughts and behaviors related to guilt, shame, anger, fear, resentment, procrastination and judgements of others; and most importantly towards yourself. Overall, this means like attracts like, if you wish to receive love you must first give love, and that means loving yourself. Do some mirror-work by looking in a mirror and saying positive affirmations. Doing this can make a difference in releasing the old and begin to create the new changes you are seeking, some other methods of releasing are; NLP, EFT, Hypnosis and Energy clearing.
Here is another method that may work for you. First it will require that you know how to ground yourself, while you are meditating. While you begin to meditate picturing a pure white light coming down through the top of your head, this light is filled with pure love from the creator (God), Now, imagine it going down through your body with every inhale, and when you are filled with this light, imaging roots coming down from the bottom of your feet, they are going down into mother earth, deep into the center. Imagine the energy from mother earth coming up through your legs, and into your body. you and helping you to release, any pent up emotions. Now, as you take a deep breath in, picture the event, person, or feeling that has been bothering you, hold it in for a few seconds, , now release it by blowing it out your mouth with force. Imagine, as you are blowing out, that earth's energy, that is now inside you, is helping you in releasing all that anger, and fear this person, situation, etc... has caused you. You are releasing all the memories, or feelings, that no longer serve you. As you picture these images in your head, and you blow it out, say to yourself, "this no longer serves me". Now, some may find that this method doesn't work for them, and that's ok. Everybody is different, you will eventually find what works best for you.
We are all one, and are made of energy, we attract what we put out. Like attracts Like.
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